I was walking, really more like wandering. I was walking toward a familiar place, but I wasn’t there. As I got to the door, that music, those notes ringing to my ear, a song so familiar. It was waiting for me, so I opened the door and there I was all in white. Walking down all confused, a room full of people but I couldn’t seem to find the people who mean the world to me except for one. When I got to the middle of the room I looked down, and saw a bunch of flowers, realized they were Asters, all along I have been thinking if this was it, why would it be this simple? As I reached the end, there you were standing, I barely recognize this little world. I couldn’t even smile, I was wondering so much where the people were. All of a sudden, I then heard those words, “I pronounce you man and wife”. Still with no smile but just a confused facial expression, I looked at everyone. I saw people I know from the past, they all wished me well. I was still so confused even holding your hand didn’t feel like it used to. One of the people said, why aren’t you smiling? Then I looked at you, you looked so happy and excited meanwhile you were holding the hand of a confused bride.