I was out today, and on a very crowded place I found myself looking for you blue. That’s why I always felt I belong to the sea because it is you I long for. I feel comforted when I look up the sky because it was you all along. But again I think I blew it. Story of my life.
I find my nights ending thinking about you, times when I still saw you everyday. Hearing your voice behind me, making some silly joke and laughing afterwards. When I start my day, when I have minutes to spare, my mind travels to the thought of what you might be doing? Have you started your day and such.
It still makes me smile when you made a goofy dance right outside the room. It still makes me chuckle when I remember our silly conversations. It still makes me grin, when I think about that walk. Somehow, wherever I am in this city, it makes me smile thinking of the possibility for you to be around a corner, with that contagious smile of yours.
I’ve turning every corner with excitement, and I will until it wears me down and out. I may end up seeing you or not. I don’t even know if you’re still in the city but I’m glad our paths crossed blue.
-juliet 20200217 2034